[Warning: Not for squeamish stomachs. If reading about bodily fluids and ailments bothers you, stop reading now.]
It all started around 10:00 last night. Well, maybe earlier. Yesterday (Friday) I was feeling pretty lethargic and had a headache all day. That’s not really anything out of the ordinary so I just sort of went with it. The Great Debate that I had written about a few days prior was still going on. Do I see someone about my growing foot ulcers, do I ignore them…what do I do? So I was thinking about talking to my mom about that situation this weekend. Well, I guess things have a way of speeding up the process sometimes.
My mom was sleeping after an exhausting day…well, actually, she got a massage, so that probably made her tired. Anyways, I was in my room, checking on said ulcers. I did some (painful) cleaning and prodding to assess how bad it seemed As I was doing so, blood suddenly began gushing, and I mean gushing out of my foot. I started to panic as scarlet liquid drenched tissues, my hands, and my carpet. I waited for a while, trying to compose myself, but I just couldn’t stay that way all night. I told my dad, who woke up my mom, and soon they were both crowding my very tiny bedroom, trying to figure out what to do. I felt horrible for bothering them but knew I would be up all night worrying if I didn’t do something.
About a minute after entering my room, my mom became dizzy and nauseous. She had to leave, so she was down. Meanwhile, my dad, who is phobic of blood and vomit, had to deal with us. Once she felt better, my mom came to intervene. We talked, I cried, she brought up going back to Cleveland since they know how to deal with me and my RSD shenanigans. I cried some more, felt overwhelmed, and freaked out a bit. Since a drive to the Cleve wasn’t what I wanted to be doing at 11:30 that night, I opted to go to our local ER. I honestly thought I had an infection or something. I mean, it was draining fluids, gushing blood, and smelled downright gross…indications of infection, maybe, right? We gathered our things and were out the door around midnight.
When we got to the hospital, the waiting room was packed. I seriously wondered how that many people could be sick and injured at that time of night. I signed in, went through triage (twice, because they forgot to save all the info on the computer the first time), and waited. And waited. And waited some more. Finally, after three hours, I was called back. After the girl with the sniffles, the woman who wavered between going home and taking pain meds for her discomfort or staying there, the pregnant momma in labor, and the intoxicated man. Oh, and about twelve other people. It was a relief to finally be on the track to getting help. Or so it seemed.
At 3:30, I got myself situated in the small room. In the hallway, the nurses and techs were having all sorts of conversations ranging from the colors of watermelon (which literally went on for 15 minutes) to the crazy patients they’d had, to how they were going to redo their homes. I guess that answers the question about why we had to wait so long. Eventually, a nurse came in and asked some questions. She, of course, had never heard of RSD/CRPS, so I had to explain it to her. She asked me to write it down on a paper towel so she could do some research. I gave her the names of the disorders, along with the website for the RSDSA. I was happy that she seemed interesting in learning about this painful condition.
After the nurse left, I sat there waiting for about 2 more hours until a resident came in. He didn’t even bother to introduce himself. He just said, “oh, I hear you have an injury, let me see it.” He seemed pretty arrogant, and I didn’t like his bedside manner. My mom asked if he’d heard of RSD. He gave a fake answer of, “oh, uh, medical school…” Just like that, not even a complete sentence. He didn’t know what it was. I could tell, because he focused way more on my headache than on my leg…because he knew how to assess a headache. While Dr. Know-It-All was talking to me, a tech came in to start and IV and draw blood. I have a habit of looking at the needle while they’re poking me, so that’s what I was doing. Apparently this wasn’t good enough for Dr. Newbie. “Are you going to look at me [while I’m talking]?” he asked. “Uh, no. I have to look at the needle,” I replied. I don’t think he liked that answer. The doc and tech eventually left and I remained in my room.
I heard more nurse conversations in the hallway. Two were placing a catheter, one was dealing with a hungry man in the hallway, and the rest were discussing odd patients. Every once in a while I heard them talking about me. “Uh, complex…something, pain something.” They were giving it a good effort, so I did appreciate that. The conversations continued and I listened in. In the time I was in that room, 4 babies were born, signaled by the sound of a lullaby on the loudspeaker. I figured it was either a poppin’ night for births or I had just been there too long. Or both.
At around 6:50, the attending physician came in. He said my blood results were normal and that I didn’t appear to have an infection. Apparently the fluids and the gross appearance are “part of the healing process.” That’s what I had been telling myself for the past 7 months to justify not having them checked out. I guess I was right after all. The doctor said I was free to go, so the nurse came in, pulled out my IV (which had been burning my arm), took my vitals one last time, and sent me on my way around 7:15am, almost 7 hours after we had arrived. No referrals, no instructions, no medications. Just a “good luck.”
7 hours in the emergency room, only to be told that nothing was wrong. I definitely feel like I wasted time and money for nothing, but at the same time, it’s good to know that my foot isn’t going to fall off or anything. It looks like I may be looking into Cleveland again, though, which is good and bad. I mean, it matches up with my last post, because I told my mom about how tired I was and how I am ready to fight for my health. But at the same time, that’s a can of worms I had hoped to keep sealed. Forever. Plus, that would mean missing more school. I guess we’ll just wait and see what happens there.
Well, I think I’ve had enough adventure for the night. I haven’t slept since Thursday night so I’m pretty exhausted. I just had to get out all my thoughts and experiences before I drift off to dreamland! I hope you all had less exciting nights 🙂
P.S. Sympathetic Reflex Dystrophy??? Yeah, that’s what they wrote as my diagnosis. Someone needs to be educated.