Today is November 4, which means…you guessed it…it’s Day 4 of the RSD/CRPS Awareness Photo Challenge!
Today’s Photo: A picture of what caused your RSD (your story)
It all started with a 3-legged race.
Well, really, I had other injuries with pain that lasted for unknown reasons, so I think my RSD started before the race. But since the race was what caused me to press for answers and eventually receive a diagnosis, I always say that this was the start of my journey with RSD/CRPS.
It was the end of June 2006. I was at a summer horse camp with my sister and some friends of ours. On the second to last day, we had a rodeo of sorts where we played various games outside. One of the last activities was a 3-legged race. I teamed up with my sister’s friend and prepared to win. The horn blew, signaling the beginning of the race. My teammate and I began to awkwardly make our way to the finish line. About halfway through, we tripped and fell. I began to feel some pain in my ankle, but I decided to push through. I was relieved to untie the ribbon from our legs when we reached the end. As we made our way back to our tents that night, I told my counselor that my ankle was bothering me. She told me that I was probably fine, but that I could see the camp nurse after breakfast in the morning if it was still an issue.
The next morning rolled around and my foot was hurting even more. The dining hall was a good distance from our tent, so I hobbled my way across the campground, wincing with each step. I could hardly eat. I had a bit of cereal before begging to see the nurse. My counselor took me to the medical station and I was asked to sit down. The nurse looked at my ankle, said that nothing was wrong, and wrapped it up (probably just so I’d feel like she did something for me.) When my mom picked me up that evening, the nurse told her that I was fine, saying my injury was “almost laughable” since that sort of thing happened all the time. She said that I didn’t need to go to the doctor, so my mom listened.
As soon as we got home, I found an old pair of crutches and began to use them. I informed my mom that the pain was too intense to walk on. Having no real reason to be concerned, she allowed me to use the crutches. We both figured that I’d be done with them in a day or two.
Days passed, then weeks. I went to the ER for x-rays but was told I was fine. My parents grew frustrated, wondering if I was just using the crutches for fun. I showed them how swollen, cold, and purple my foot was, and they soon realized that this was not “nothing.” I made an appointment with my pediatrician. When I got there, I had to be seen by a different doctor since my regular one was out for the day. As it turned out, this was the best thing that could have happened. The doctor who I saw turned out to be the only person in the office who knew what RSD/CRPS was. If I had seen my regular doc, then I never would have received such a quick diagnosis. The doctor had me close my eyes as he brushed different textures across my foot, asked about my pain, and thought for a second before saying, “I know what you have. You have Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy, but now I guess they’re calling it Complex Regional Pain Syndrome.”
Hold on, what?! I was baffled by the string of words that had just come out of his mouth. He explained that in order to get better, I needed to start physical therapy immediately. He also mentioned the fact that seeing a psychologist would be beneficial. I began to freak out, feeling as though my world was about to crumble. I didn’t want to be “that girl” who had to see therapists. I didn’t want to be looked down upon or made fun of. I didn’t want to be dealing with this pain. I was a wreck.
I soon found myself bouncing from one appointment to another. It was against my wishes, of course, but my parents knew that it was what was best. I began to spiral downward as the pain and sadness overtook my once-happy self. I started to shut people out, not wanting to talk about anything. I got into many fights with my parents, mostly about whether or not I was complying with the therapist’s orders. As I posted on Day 2, this was the time when everything went haywire.
Since my diagnosis, I’ve dealt with RSD/CRPS in pretty much every part of my body at one point or another. There are no limits for where it can and will go. If I were to go into every detail of my complete journey with RSD/CRPS, I’d have to write a book because it would be too long to post. This is just a snippet of the beginning of my battle.
My journey with RSD/CRPS officially began because of a silly 3-legged race. After this experience, I vowed to never participate in such activity. Ironically, the day that I broke that vow 6 years later happened to be the day that this latest flare/relapse began. Hmm…well this time, I mean it: I will never again be found with my leg tied to someone else’s, hobbling across a field in an effort to reach the finish line first. Never. Again.
I was one of the fortunate people, because I was diagnosed within a few weeks of my injury. Too often, people are forced to wait months, even years, before someone figures out what is wrong with them. This is why awareness is crucial. The longer a person waits for treatment, the harder it will be to reach remission. If more doctors know about this condition, then more people will receive a proper diagnosis. Please help in the fight against RSD/CRPS by spreading awareness for this monster.
One great way to spread awareness is to participate in the RSD/CRPS Photo Challenge! This link will take you to the page with information. The challenge is open to both RSD-ers and Non-RSDers, so it’s great for everyone!